Turning 21

Things have been pretty interesting and I have a lot going on, so I have decided to save it for my annual new year post lol.

Even in this month only, I have experienced some types of emotional roller coaster where one day I woke up feeling content and loved, the next day mean criticisms came to me as if there were no tomorrow.

It is crazy if I think about it. So I don't think about it.

People will say bad words to you and for them, it is not a big deal.

I am just proud to say that I am a step closer to be comfortable in my own skin although I must admit that it's hard sometimes.

It's just that when I surround myself with people who love me, it will be easier for me to see the beauty within myself. Vice versa.

So the next time you feel low and sad, please consider hanging out with other peers. It helps.

People who truly care about you will see you as a beautiful being yet still manage to remind you what you do wrong in the right way. Those who don't will not really care.. so... 

Anyway, talking about peers, I must say that I just experienced the best birthday of my life so far. Nothing fancy involved. Even they gave me no cake but a plate full of raw chili and birthday candles (they even bought wrong numbers). We went out to a not-so-fancy dinner and then spent the night joking around in a coffee shop until the night went by. I can't even imagine a better scenario to spend this birthday. So thanks to my friends: the silly ones, the caring ones, and most importantly the loving ones. I feel so happy for the time you were all willing to spend for me that day! And I am, indeed, a lucky person to be able to experience these all with you :)

Cheers to finally reaching this age!