Truth about not loving you back

Don't love me too much
I could hurt you
The way I keep forgetting nice things you did to me
and the way I keep leaving your texts unread

I am your complete illusion, don't you think?
You do not love me
You just love the image you created about me

"The way you smile is beautiful, I want to see them everyday if I ever could" you said
Do you know that I dont smile most of time?
I frown, I get angry, I cry, I get mad
Things you have no idea about

Don't love me too much
I can't handle that
The way you expect me to be a person in your mind while you know that I might not be that one

You keep telling your friends that I have a smart mind
A mind that keeps wandering and exploring new places
Never a day goes without myself leaving you amazed

Do you even know that I have got lost so many times?
I keep wandering and losing my way back home
Leaving myself in anger and immense confusion sometimes
So, no. I do not own that smart mind you keep telling your friends about

Don't love me too much
I do not give you those butterflies
Even myself is just a cocoon waiting for my turn to fly

You don't know that, do you?
You see things you want to see from me
while I am something more than you can ever see from that distance
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But people say honesty is the key
So here is your key:
Don't love me too much, dear you
No reasons stated above really matter
I just don't love you too