Reading old conversation would actually give you many things to be thought
Especially when it comes to the one you think is very special in some ways

Remembering how things went lovely in the past would actually get you smiling
Particularly when it was very beautiful that you just can't forget

Realizing that you used to fight so hard that he was so blind to ignore you
Realizing that you used to give your all and hoping that he would see you, but ..
Realizing that you've never meant anything when you've always given your 100%

Thinking about what I felt about how he lifted me up
How he smiled, how he looked at me in the eyes, how he seemed like trying to find me when we were in the same room, how he acted like I was his friend when we weren't so close, how he stole a glance, how he seemed kinda shy when our friends like yaaa we all know what friends do, how he did all those little things which I'm always sure that, that's worth more than some major things like clearly approaching a one

Thinking about what I felt many times he let me down
How he acted like he cared when he didn't, how he chose another path just so we won't pass each other by, how he could act like not knowing me, how he admired another one before my eyes when when he exactly knew what I'd feel, how he suddenly approached his lover in front of me

Questioning what we've been all this time
Wondering what I am to you
Wanting to know why you acted like hating me for some times, then act like nothing's happened

So now, the convos have been erased
And I hope, those ambiance will follow

I have had enough
I'll be gone
Although I know you won't feel like losing, since I have never meant anything

I have had enough
And now I'm on another road looking for some beautiful state of mind

I have had enough
I just have had enough and I'm ready to go

I have had enough

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